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    Jennico here. Spent a couple of hours tweaking theme and am still confused with slide down selection div and all those shizzles. Uh, might continue later. Ciao.
    Enjoy reading!




wow it's 2am now (yes I write content first before title)
Sunday, 3 November 2013 @ 2:00 am ☂ 0 comment(s)

Heya, sup?
so..it's 01:38 and I'm typing this from my phone while lying down on my bed.
I have a day off today and I spent my time finishing a whole series of drama lmao yep. Anyway I'm not in the mood of posting a review or rant about it so it must wait.
Well I just..it just suddenly came to my mind as a realization..I think that there might be something about me that make girls my age (and some boys who I think are repulsed by my lack of sexual attraction or just my general laziness in putting effort to be attractive) gravitate away from me. I don't know why, really. I tried to be as friendly and as approachable as I could but they just seem to always do that.
For example, at this new place I go for a temporary routine, I find that most of the girls I met, especially the ones who are my fellow countrymen, whenever I tried to start a conversation just responded courteously and they just seemed uncomfortable in conversing with me. Their attitudes are so in contrast when it comes to talking to my friends. Why? They sometimes even ignore my existence at all, even when I'm standing right next to them. I sometimes tried to add to the conversation, but I didn't exactly find their expressions to be pleasant when I did so I tend to sit out. Thus, I usually was just like, oh this gravel has interesting shaped crack, wow look at that crate, it's sticking out of the bunch.
*sigh*
Is this my fault? Did I do something wrong? Do I have an attitude problem?
I really want someone to enlighten me. Like be brutally honest to me. I need a feedback, I can't see myself from the outside.

Oh btw since I might possibly not going back to this place I go for a temporary routine soon, I will post an honest thought about the whole thing 'mkay? I've been itching to write about it for weeks!
Okay, see ya soon.

P.S. tonight is one of those crybaby nights, no special reason though, I'm not sad or anything, don't worry, I just get easily touched, that's all.

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