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a tiny bit of worry
Hey. Sup. This is going to be awkward. So. Apparently, there's this online singer (who is moderately popular now). And his birthday is in 2 hours 47 minutes. (I swear I'm not obsessed, I just like to count to the exact time). Well, technically 1 hour 47 minutes, considering where he lives. Anyway, I...holy shit I'm so embarrassed writing this down. But since practically no one reads the shits I write, then I guess it should be fine. I drew something for him. Aand, I'm having a inferiority dilemma right now. I mean, all the pictures his fans sent to him are just beautiful. How am I supposed to compete with them? No, the word 'compete' is misused in this context. I just..feel that this thing I drew doesn't measure up to the standard of the fanart he usually receives.. Not to mention that he'll probably ignore my gift..well he's popular, he can't help it, right? ASJDasjkfljals goddamn I sound pathetic. Yeah lol I think I have a crush? It won't last, don't worry. Then again, I've dedicated hours to that work, so yeah I'll tweet it to him lol. It's okay if he doesn't like it/ignores it. It's okay. /sobs/ Update: I've posted it, and I think my tweet was lost in the sea of other tweets. /sniffles/ oh well.. I made myself sad. Labels: personal |