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A touch of nostalgia
Heya, it's 1:45 am right now and my surroundings are cold. I have just finished reading through my old posts (108 of them) in my private blog. And boy, my high school years sure are interesting. I grinned and smiled a lot at my old writings, really bring back memories. Although there are some part where I cringed and thought to myself, 'Well that was mean.' Anyway, I took my time and extracted a little bits and bytes of some of the posts that I like. But please bear this in mind, I have severe crushes back then and I tend to be (slightly) melodramatic (and a bit emo).. Here ya go: Entry #1 (this is seriously how I wrote when I was 14): "**Start of Rant (prepare your eyes!!)** Ah, hey there~ I can't post later yesterday, I got reprimanded by parents, yea, coz I ol-ed too long for my own good. I can't blame them too. It's my own fault. hihis ^_^ Then, yesterday I called my grandmother, she said she's a lot better now. That's a pretty relief for me! X] Nothing much happened lately, so it's pretty boring now. *sighhhhhh* BOOOOOOOOOOOOORIIIIIIINGGGGG **End of Rant**" Entry #2: "She told me that [name] usually went home from the back gate of school, and I said, 'He probably went home with motorcycle...' She then stopped and asked me, 'How did you know?' Shi-, I wasn't supposed to say that! Ugh! It's impossible to let her know that I came across his blog and saw his post about his missing helmet. Damnn!" Entry #3: "She said, quoting someone, 'content is empty, and empty is content' and like a chant, she repeated the phrase until she fell asleep. We laughed about it the next morning." Entry #4: Post title: A dying heart "Would anyone be able to see a dying heart beneath a smiling face?" Entry #5 (on trying ice skating for the first time): "...I could feel my face burning then. Agh. So after succeeding to get up. I didn't and wouldn't release my hold on the rail. But again, I still fell. Everytime with a totally different pose. Aghaghagh." Entry #6: "But at special times, like now, I like being in the dark. I could just forget everything as I relaxed in its embrace. It gives me a silent offer of peace and tranquility. It also shields me from the light whenever I grew tired of it or whenever I couldn't bear with the brightness anymore. The darkness is willing to listen to my unspoken thoughts or feelings at the same time." Entry #7 (I swear I wasn't quoting this from Naruto's manga lol): "Foolish little sister." Entry #8: "See, I'm the one in charge of writing the drama script, so whatever shit I said goes. That's what I'm talking about." Entry #9: "Besides being insensitive, this guy is also extra ordinarily kind, and also, he has the tendency to lean really close to a girl (like invading personal spaces). And well, most girls don't complain. Let me rephrase. Never had I heard any girls complain about him being too close." Entry #10: "(Did I mention that his house is enormous? No. Okay. His house is enormous!! There you have it.)" Entry #11: "(yes, I checked his inbox once in a while, I know it's rude, but I couldn't help but be so)" Entry #12 (draft): " 'This Friday night,' he inhaled, 'I'm going to confess.' My eyes grew wide along with the smile on my face as I slapped him on the shoulders, 'Ho, Man! Are you serious! That's like, really cool! Oh God!' I squealed in my living room's pillow. 'You're making me all excited!' He grinned, 'I know.' " Entry #13: "[Name]'s driving. And well, she definitely needs a map. (Note to self: get her one on her birthday.)" Entry #14: "When I arrived at the car, my brother shut up, must be because he saw me crying. I blasted the music to the max and cried a little more, while singing along the music. My brother sped up and I rolled down the window letting some night air to caress my face. I felt a little better." Entry #15: "Damn, [name], damn. The moment I'm growing less and less to dislike you, you had to act like that. Really." Entry #16: "I'm a tainted being. I know I don't deserve much, but please, at least once, let me feel what it's like to be liked, to be cherished, to be loved." Entry #17: "I stared at the movie keeping quiet and all the time realizing he was slowly falling asleep. I figured I could safely stare at him without getting weird if he fell asleep. But he never fell asleep anyway, just nodding off here and there. In the end, I just leaned my back on the hand of the sofa while he did as well." Yep, I guess that's all. Haha XD Labels: personal |