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Don't read this. Just a bunch of negativity.
I'm in a bad mood right now. Well, not necessarily in a bad mood, just slightly annoyed, to be exact. Why, pray tell? Okay. So. There are some people who pretty much only communicate with to you only during the times of need, right? Yep, I guess that's common. But let's not be hypocritical and admit it, you've done it at least once. Right? Yeah me too. Still I'd like to think that I attempt to minimise such abhorrent behaviour as much as humanely possible (since we ARE human, and humans are the biggest asshole species in this whole damn planet, as we know). I'm sorry I would love to escape this but I can't. Well I'm not necessarily a misanthrope, I just hold a general disdain towards people who inconvenience others. Like wtf dude totally not cool. And again, of course, the target of such leeches, a term of which I assume to be highly appropriate to address such people, should be annoyed. Like genuinely, honestly, from the bottom of the heart, down right annoyed by this. Common sense. Unless you have the saint level of patience, but I haven't reached that level bro, I need to grind exp for another thousand years or more. I might or might not be the target right now *cough*totally am*cough* and suffice to say I'm annoyed. You know what annoys me more? That I actually feel guilty for avoiding them. What? The heck self?? Why am I feeling guilty for acting for my own interest? I mean this is not my responsibility, they don't even act like a friend. I mean they technically don't care about me. All they talk about are themselves, themselves, themselves, how people love them, themselves, and themselves. Well, sometimes they also talk about themselves too, but mostly they only talk about themselves, so I don't think it's not that bad, right? /sarcasm (in case some people don't catch that) Dude they don't even care, like seriously, they always put up that act like they don't need you, they're totally independent and what not. And that is laughable since they literally just contradict their self labeling. If you're so independent, please don't leech off me, please don't nag me about stuffs and what not. /sigh ...at least act like a friend to me. I act like a whiny bitch right now, and I am so despicable. I'm sorry I need to let this off my chest, I don't know who I can rant to. Since I apparently can't rant to some of my close friends anymore. I just feel like we're starting to drifting to different sets of wavelength. I hate this. I just depressed myself. Edit: These are my true words, I want this to be voiced. Yet I'm afraid to be heard. But I still crave to let this be released. |