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Hello! Today I changed my blog's background and header? How was it? :) And have I said it? I drew the clouds!!!  Anyway today's nothing special, just tried a (supposedly) new (for me) Japanese Restaurant, and it was just "Meh...", not especially impressive or something. -- It seems too fast however, this holiday. It's as it's just in a blink of an eye. I'm not sure how and why I have let this opportunity pass by yet again without doing anything useful. :/ One thing is for sure I'm getting fatter.  -- An update about my city. My hometown. My Medan, to be exactly. Apparently the people are raging about the rise of petrol prices and decide to rake a riot. People start marching around the heart of the city, what with all the banners, paints and megaphones. Some extreme measures such as burning tyres and stone throwing are also in action. Some people even cause a huge fire in our city. As we all know, we might be in the middle of a GLOBAL economy crisis. GLOBAL, as in, many, many countries out there are experiencing some sort of economic depression. Prices of everything sky-rocketed; petroleum, though slowly depleting, remains high on demand; people (I'm not sure about this one, but I have a feeling this might be true) are getting sacked each day. Come on, you guys are university students and you guys most likely could afford internet (internet cafe is CHEAP!!), just try to add one and one together and I'm sure you know what it means. It's not that hard, isn't it? Sooner or later, the prices of petroleum are going to raise. That is for sure. I know IDR6,000 per litre might seem a little too much (approximately 65cents in USD), but could you use a much more civilised method? You do realise how much inconvenience you guys have caused everyone else, right? There must be other ways aside of causing a riot, right? I hope this riot will stop soon. -- Anyhow, here's a doodle I made for my MSN icon. (Thus the tiny size)  I guess that's all for today. :) ....as for the story I said before, I'll try to regain my desire to write and start creating.... ........................soon....... Out of your chest.
You have to, or you'll die; an agonising, painful, shameful and pitiless death, death of your soul, at least. Or perhaps your conscience might rot to the roots. Think about all the hideous conditions your metaphoric insides might face if you keep all buried deep inside you: the poisonous tank of gas or the ticking bomb threatening to detonate any moment or the simple undecorated coffin of a faceless somebody. That's the point I make a blog. Or maybe it's a bad idea since it's here, in public, available to reach from all points around the world; countless people will have the ability to besiege me from all sides, pointing guns at my face for what I've stated. But I don't care. Or at least that's what I told myself. -- This world is full of rotten things, so full that I can't even tell which is and which isn't any more. I may have not seen everything, what with my youth and, my limit of humane brain's ability to record and analyse all sorts of information accurately, but I have seen many, many things enough to lose hope. I can't bear thinking of an ideal world, in which the matters will just "magically" disappear like rainbows after ten minutes. No, it's not that simple. From what I understand, what is wrong might be right and what is right might be wrong. Justified injustice and unjustified justification, foolish educated people and uneducated smart people. Opposing ideas mashed up into one complex, unrecognisable concept. The thought of it alone is confusing enough that most of the time I stop bothering to untie the imaginary knot and just let it be. I guess this means I'm slowly growing up. I could still reverse the process, I hope. I won't grow up and lose all those qualities I love. -- I'm sorry for an angry post. I was working on some sort of story and it was in my draft..I might finish it soon. |