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I wonder
Today and recently, I've been doing a lot of rethinking. I began to question more and more about things. What sort of things, you ask? A lot of things. But mostly intangible things. Questionable things. Things up for argument. Meaningless, most might say. By most I mean those with "mature" minds, who scrunch up their noses at "childish manners". Those who scoff at "irresponsibilities". Up until now, I can't help but have this outlook to adults. However it I wonder why I always post when I'm overwhelmed with negative feelings? It's a bit ironic with the blue sky I decided for this blog? Perhaps I should just set the (imaginary) clock to a later time, to a more dark, depressing time? No? I seriously need to cheer me up. I need to regain that innocence outlook to the world everyone once had. I need to wake the child in me up. She's been asleep for so long I'm not even sure if she's still alive or not. I don't want to change into a person I used to dislike. Labels: personal |