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So so lonely
I don't know why, I just feel so so alone. No, I know why. People have the tendency to shun me, to make sure I'm excluded from everything. Ever since I was aware of my surrounding people just do that. When I was almost certain that someone won't leave me, they go away. Far far away. So far they don't want anything to do with me. Why am I still here? Isn't it better if I don't. Why Is everyone leaving? Am I doing something wrong? Didn't I make sure I've done everything for you? Didn't I do everything already? What do I need to do? Carve my guts out? Offer you my eyes? Alone.
Have you ever, at least once, felt so alone in your life? No matter how many people surrounding you, you still feel so alone?  As for my "promise" of update a few days ago........I'm not feeling like doing it. :/ Today was a fun day! Watched hunger games and things....(I'm sort of tired at the moment, my hands are shaky right now, I'll edit this post tomorrow..I'm sorry :( ) |